So its funny how I can always help others through their problems but I can never seem to sovle my own… I need some long over due help. Need some hope to be brought backinto my life… I’m…I’m just so lost right now… n I feel so alone n empty… I need something to get me out of this hole… just 1 bit of light to break through my dark room that would bring me hope. but I should kno better thn that… its not gonna happen… people always say the best way to help urself is to look aturself in the mirror n tell urself what u see. I can tell u what I see… I see emptyness…failure…pain…saddness… lonesome… confusion..depression… and to someit all up nothing. I see nothing… isn’t that great I see nthn therefor I am nothning right??? That’s all I ak a waste of space… I was asked once what would it take to make me happy… I really dnt kno… what would make me happy?? Cause I dnt know I really dnt n it kills me not to kno.. :,((((!!!